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Monday, November 29, 2010

:(

y do i feel so weird?
i dun tink the conversation started abt ur car.
i felt is he asking u "tat time u bring is tis gal meh..." den u suddenly turn towards him and talk into his ear... den turned and say no more no more.. den talk VERY NORMALLY abt cars..

now i noe y u always say dun wan to bring me go out wif ur frds... u afraid of them say out is it?

i dunoe y i cant trust u... u hv been giving me the hot and cold treatment....

my mum again ask me when we are getting married... i got frustrated and din ans..

i am confused... u r afraid of marrying the wrong gal i am afraid of marrying the wrong guy...

i dun wan to appear as the fool in front of ur frds... i dun wan them to gv me pity looks if u brought another gal in front of them b4.

i dunoe y... the feeling is juz so strange... my heart badly...

wat shld i do?

Thursday, November 18, 2010

count down

i dun tink there is a need for us to be together any longer... u insulted me  far too many times in public... i am truely sick and tired.. i have my own pride.. bcos of u.. i have to put it down so many times.. i am tired... pls let go of me.. i am no longer happy.... i cant tink of any happy times now.. i am truely tired.. tis is not wat i wan in a husband... everytime i see my gfs getting married... the happiness they feel... i dun feel it at all.. infact... i am so parnoid and cant tink ANYTHING abt our future.. i seriously dun tink we will hv a future together... i am tired.. pls let me go.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Tina - Tur Pen Krai (Eng Subs)

i am v confused now... i am really tired and dunoe how to continue... wat shld i do? i realized in his eyes i am nothing.. seriously nothing... i dun even noe y he continue being wif me... he always say till i am so worthless... den y he stick to me... i am really v tired... wat shld i do... wat shld i do....