-.-" wat is the world coming to

hate to read depressing news...

see:-

http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Malaysia/Story/A1Story20100422-211713.html

http://news.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Crime/Story/A1Story20100421-211550.html

http://www.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Crime/Story/A1Story20100419-211148.html

http://www.asiaone.com/News/AsiaOne%2BNews/Crime/Story/A1Story20100419-211099.html

y huh? wat's wif the underage rape huh?? i am not AGAINST ppl watching porn.. tink it is pretty common now.. but do u need to act out on innocent ppl??

u noe these women will be tramatised a not.. in future they will feel there are not worthy, have no value and most likely rapes will happen again on them or even worse.. cheapen themselves!!

sighz...

This post from http://bigbrownbearbear.blogspot.com/ brightens up my day!

I love to read about how wonderful animals are... hahaha... came across this blog: BearBear the fearsome rottie .. and the post for Wed 21/04 is so heartwarming...

animals are unpredictable creatures.. we cant assume tat they will always remain tame... they cant speak to us and cant tell us how they are feeling and wat pisses them off... pple jump the gun by pulling down the animal when it attacks..

but upon readin tat particular post.. it really warms the heart to noe that dogs to have a natural instinct to protect... anyway this is not the 1st time i am reading abt animals helping/rescuing humans... isnt it time for humans to start helping/rescuing the animals?!

Whiney??

sighz...

bf says i am a very whiney person... am i?? :( :( :( :( :( haiz... actually i was again so upset on Sunday... u ranted at me from hougang to bishan to punggol den to ur plc... wah liao... u noe is v hard to tahan a not.. i am not a very mild tempered gal.. i am acutally known to have a fiery temper!!!!

i burst out in tears at mic's plc... cannt tahan liao... :( :( :(... y like tis leh...

u can rant but i cant??

if you regretted proposing den y still continue being wif me.. u can open ur mouth and ask for breakup den... is really hard for me to ignore those words... i dunoe if u meant it or juz angry... i dunoe u noe... i am not a worm in ur tummy... I DUNOE!!!!!!!! :(

u noe.. i started my shopping spree again.. cos whenever i tink of ur words tat day.. i get upset again... i did try to control my shopping... juz tat tis month is my bday mth.. so my various member cards will hv good deals... *yes i noe.. is excuses to go shopping* ... so shopping i went... haiz.. i am so not looking forward to this and next month credit card bills...

so *dear* where is my bday present.. can i ask for a big one cos u caused me so much misery?? :( :( :(

feelings

u always tell me dun push ur tinking down someone's throat... BUT Y ARE U FORCING UR TINKING ON ME??? today... u keep picking on me... BLOODY HELL.. I AM THE ONE WAITING FOR U SINCE 11.30AM TILL 4PM OKIE..... dun talk crap to me... i am supposed to be emotionless??? u can say watever u wan w/o tinking of my feelings and den i cant... wat logic is tat... i really dunoe how to get married to u...

these unresolved issues is worse den u tinking i am fat... so wat if i turn slim... would u treat me better?? wld u treat me like ur lil princess... still will not de ma... so y all the crap nonsense.. i was nv ur princess ... only when u wan to win me back den u will be nice to me...

now... i am juz nothing to u... if there is nothing good abt me... y u keep holdin on to me.. for wat u tell me... if u really love me.. u have a weird way of showing it...

when i needed you... where were u...

when i told u my probs.. u told me to suck it up and dun talk nonsense to u...

when i cried... u scolded me for crying...

can u kindly tell me wat am i to u?

ms peppermin... u noe y i love to read ur blog... cos i see u and ur bf so supportive of ea other and so willing to do so much for ea other... it make me still believe there is happy relationships aro me... cos.. i am beginning to lose faith in the so called love...

- i am so tired... i dun care wat when u angry u talk nonsense... BUT THOSE NONSENSE HURT ME... I DUN HV A THICK SKIN... I AM V EASILY AFFECTED.. I AM A VERY EMOTIONAL PERSON.. I THOT BEING WIF ME FOR 8 BOODY LONG YEARS U SHLD VERY WELL NOE TAT... y dun u go find someone better.. since u say till i am v jialat.. CAN U BLOODY HELL TELL ME Y U R DOING THIS TO ME... i am not emotionless u noe -

u say i always pick quarrels wif u and make u frustrated... but din u realize thes few ways i tried to be on my best behaviour? as u are stress over ur exams... i din wan to agitated u... i do my best to tink for u.. but wat i get in return? insults after insults after insults...

mayb i am not the one for u.. i am not as slim as u wan me to be... i am not as organized as u wan me to be... i am not as informative as u wan me to be... i am not as street smart as u wan me to be...and FROM UR OWN BLOODY MOUTH... I AM NOT PRETTY AT ALL... i have nothin good abt me... den bloody hell stop hanging on to me...

stop asking me help on ur work... stop asking me for directions... stop asking me for info... stop telling me ur probs... STOP EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emo post

i am feeling so invisible rite now..how come u can always make me feel tis way...everything else is more impt den me... i am feeling v neglected.. i post so big on fb u cant see??!!! ur games are even more impt den me now... seriously i dun see the need to get marry since u r so involved in ur OWN ACTIVITIES.... i aro a not like not of any difference to you at all... i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy i am not happy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Horror of All Horrors!

Time to do some major springcleaning!!

*sweeps the cobwebs in the corners*

*sweeps the floors... and stares in horror at the dust accumlated....*

i been away for a long looooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg time... opps... still alive and kicking though...

still stuck in a boring job... still with the same him.... hahaha... will update more when i arrange my pictures nicely... they are everywhere!! :X

from dec to apr... let juz say i have a MAJOR shopping spree.. haiz.. buy n buy n buy.. and i am suppose to save money!! :(