feelings

u always tell me dun push ur tinking down someone's throat... BUT Y ARE U FORCING UR TINKING ON ME??? today... u keep picking on me... BLOODY HELL.. I AM THE ONE WAITING FOR U SINCE 11.30AM TILL 4PM OKIE..... dun talk crap to me... i am supposed to be emotionless??? u can say watever u wan w/o tinking of my feelings and den i cant... wat logic is tat... i really dunoe how to get married to u...

these unresolved issues is worse den u tinking i am fat... so wat if i turn slim... would u treat me better?? wld u treat me like ur lil princess... still will not de ma... so y all the crap nonsense.. i was nv ur princess ... only when u wan to win me back den u will be nice to me...

now... i am juz nothing to u... if there is nothing good abt me... y u keep holdin on to me.. for wat u tell me... if u really love me.. u have a weird way of showing it...

when i needed you... where were u...

when i told u my probs.. u told me to suck it up and dun talk nonsense to u...

when i cried... u scolded me for crying...

can u kindly tell me wat am i to u?

ms peppermin... u noe y i love to read ur blog... cos i see u and ur bf so supportive of ea other and so willing to do so much for ea other... it make me still believe there is happy relationships aro me... cos.. i am beginning to lose faith in the so called love...

- i am so tired... i dun care wat when u angry u talk nonsense... BUT THOSE NONSENSE HURT ME... I DUN HV A THICK SKIN... I AM V EASILY AFFECTED.. I AM A VERY EMOTIONAL PERSON.. I THOT BEING WIF ME FOR 8 BOODY LONG YEARS U SHLD VERY WELL NOE TAT... y dun u go find someone better.. since u say till i am v jialat.. CAN U BLOODY HELL TELL ME Y U R DOING THIS TO ME... i am not emotionless u noe -

u say i always pick quarrels wif u and make u frustrated... but din u realize thes few ways i tried to be on my best behaviour? as u are stress over ur exams... i din wan to agitated u... i do my best to tink for u.. but wat i get in return? insults after insults after insults...

mayb i am not the one for u.. i am not as slim as u wan me to be... i am not as organized as u wan me to be... i am not as informative as u wan me to be... i am not as street smart as u wan me to be...and FROM UR OWN BLOODY MOUTH... I AM NOT PRETTY AT ALL... i have nothin good abt me... den bloody hell stop hanging on to me...

stop asking me help on ur work... stop asking me for directions... stop asking me for info... stop telling me ur probs... STOP EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!