it's time to retink when a 19-20 xdd tells u... jiejie... do u tink is worth it?
it juz hurts so badly when u noe u at nearly rching the end pt but.. it turns out to be a wrong turning.. the road to the correct end pt is a slow n bumpy and lonely one :(
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Alt Ctrl Delete
dun u wish tat u can juz alt ctrl delete and restart everything?
dun u wish tat everything can be wiped from memory as easily as wiping the blackboard..
dun u wish it is as easy as pressing delete and everything will be erased?
dun u wish tat everything can be wiped from memory as easily as wiping the blackboard..
dun u wish it is as easy as pressing delete and everything will be erased?
Sunday, February 6, 2011
lies and more lies
lies and more lies..
u wan to continue lying... u wan to continue to threaten me and push blame to me...
9 years
all wreaked by ur own hands..
till now u still dun understand?
u wan to continue lying... u wan to continue to threaten me and push blame to me...
9 years
all wreaked by ur own hands..
till now u still dun understand?
Thursday, February 3, 2011
stabmeharder
it hurts v badly...
really v badly...
y do u see the need to hurt me so badly?
u muz u betray me...
wat did i do to u to wan to sacrfice our 7 yrs relationship 2 years back..
y muz u betray me wif her..
i cant stand to see her now
see her so happy wif her hubby
knowing tat she betray me and him..
U FUCKING BITCH AND BASTARD...Y MUZ U BREAK MY HEART?
really v badly...
y do u see the need to hurt me so badly?
u muz u betray me...
wat did i do to u to wan to sacrfice our 7 yrs relationship 2 years back..
y muz u betray me wif her..
i cant stand to see her now
see her so happy wif her hubby
knowing tat she betray me and him..
U FUCKING BITCH AND BASTARD...Y MUZ U BREAK MY HEART?
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
boliao guy
Really turn into a saga lo...
He sms ppm on the 20th Jan
SF: Aiya alrdy say is i treat u all liao... i no gek gao one la.. all along is make fun of K nia cos he always simi also wan follow CA ma... to be fair all disturb abit...u see u ca and evil tai ji i never gg stir shit make any noise also..
SF: Anyway when i say chop dip dip she really tink i wan tok a big meal i got nothing to say also.. lol.. anyway everybody in buffet know i take leave gg jiak huan.. we all also talk nice nice huan..
*note.. u no life take leave all eat buffet is ur biz okie..*
PPM: It's not about that lah. She's ok treating you to the meal but mayb cos she juzt feel that you're pestering her abit loh. If she say cannot confirm and you need to submit leave alrdy. then just dont take leave loh. Next time can always plan first then will be better mah.
And she mentioned that u keep mentioning abt dsl and pancake things.. which she finds totally no linked to the treat at all.
SF: ya of cos i juz need a yes or no answer tat all... then she juz drag n drag using u.. it has nothing to do wif u in the 1st plc.. if i say something out of line... is ok to tell me off... just like your gastric the other time...
*note: i got ask u more den twice wan to postpone till after cny a not.. u is the greedy bastard die die wan b4 cny so i force 24th out ok*
PPM: anyway she alrdy say not sure cannot confirm then you just take it as a no loh.
SF: just now she say yes cos she say u told her u shld be able to make it.. and she never state any condition also tat y keep asking.. like u gg den she gg like tat.. she juz keep saying u no confirm tat all
*cos u bloody idiot ma.. u tink i wan to go dinner ALONE wif u meh! and i am closer to ppm ma.. siao.. v obvious i am waiting for her reply ma.. dun tell me u brainless??!!*
PPM: she want ms to go nothing wrong mah.. since she's paying.
SF: ya.. but at least if she say u gg then she will gg at least i will have an idea ma..the prob is she never say will she be gg if u no gg but pixxie gg.. then i cant be taking a gamble to take my leave den..
*WTF.. i alr say wan ppm to go liao rite.. u which eye nv see sms properly! and i told u to postpone to after cny since u need to take leave to eat de*
PPM: anyway no point going on and on about this. Since CA say monday.. then confirm monday alrdy loh. no need to point whose fault or wat la.. juz nv plan properly only.
den the smses stop..
ltr in the day.. u started ur nonsense again!
SF: if anythign not happy sms me n sort it out. no need talk behind and find white knights to flame me like BE. u wan create a big saga in forum is it..
CA: Huh.. wat thing.. i nv tell any1 anything. i not tat childish okie.
SF: wat stories been gg round your knights probably u noe better.. so mon i presume id confirm then.. if you cant make it other time is okie..
*is really wtf lo.. u accuse me thing and still wan to confirm treat.. u really fucker lo!*
CA: i nv tell them anything.. pls hor.
SF: anyway watever issues we juz close it once and for all.. any matters can tell mi directly.
CA: u wan u forward me who. Cos this issue only me and ppm. So stop accusing me abt it.
SF: anyway y drag ppm in also.. how does it relates to her?
*i din reply cos i v dulan liao.. u dun wan to say who flame u.. how i noe? i nv tell anyone abt this lo.. nonsense.. ppl see u no up and say u my biz is it!*
on 23 Jan
SF: are u free on mon? can i meet u to talk abt everything? abt evil de incident and the current one.. anyway wif regard to evil case i just wanna say give him benefit of doubt tat all
*at tis pt i tink u piss off ppm cos she sms me tat u are fucking pissing her off*
SF: yeah but wat happen to mi n evil.. the problem still same.. i noe u n ca r close frds.. but then there are conflicts if she continue to do things n jump to conclusions before things happen.. in the 1st case look at the time in the mail u sent.. u all suppose to meet at 9pm but it not even 9pm yet when all these happen n who started it
*fucker.. u dunoe wat happen dun anyhow say...it was after my yoga class when ppm sms say wan to mt evil a not.. cos he going for long trip abroad... ppm feels tat since evil treated her quite well so like wan to hv a mini gathering for him la..i say ok but i got say dun wan too late.. cos i v tired.. she sms me say evil say 9pm can..
time line:
830pm i sms both teasing tat whoever is late will have to treat me..
835pm ppm say she cant so fast cos she still in bus on way to bishan and she needs to guide her frd home as it is a unknown route for her frd
840pm evil sms say he confirm late cos he still packing..*note: he lives in the east side.. even in cab to town needs at least 20mins*
after numerous smses wif ppm.. we decided to call it off...
845pm evil sms he on cab liao..*v fishy lo.. crap lo..5mins ago tell me packing..5mins ltr tell me on cab*
855pm evil tell me he at PS liao..but i alr near serangoon liao.. so i felt bad and ask him wanna mt kovan a not.. he say no.. he go home...
and tell me wat sob sorry say nvm treat it as a wasted trip..
so i abit upset and post in forum sorry to both evil and ppm*
u noe wat ppm told me.. she say evil told her tat he wanted to come down kovan find me but i say no.. WTF..
i dunoe wat sob story did evil tell u okie.. get u facts rite b4 arrow at me.. i am small gas but i am reasonable de ok!*
SF: the mail u sent abt the sms btwn cat and evil... anyway the only thing he say wrong is f u up which upset u.. but then in the 1st plc the conversation was btwn him and her but y gg to leak to u.. meet up at 9 but it was not even 9 when the convo take place.. y is there a need for ca to post in forum when it happen in private
*cos u fucking bastard.. i was emo okie.. but i nv post story in thread.. fucker.. really cb fucking*
PPM: CA didnt post anything abt evil on the forum regarding tat incident..come on, tat incident did not even involve you. It was btwn me ca and evil. you wanted to noe so tat y i pm u.. after it passed for so long, you want to mention it again? do you noe wat exactly wat happened? you juz take your incident of wat happen and consolidated accounts but does tat mean its the truth.. no.. evil is best at twisting his words. There's no need to discuss. We find no need to waste our time on petty matters like these.
*CB... u got sms me tat nite hor.. i jitao ignore all smses from forum ppl tat nite okie.. fucker.. if i wan to backstab evil.. i would have told u everything*
SF: CA did post in forum.. if she never post at tat hr i wont ask u and evil wat happen tat day also.. n it becos no other ppl know wat happen hence nobody flame things.. in fact she d one who post tat y i noe something happen
PPM: she just say she's sorry for wat happened, is there anything wrong in saying that? i juz wanna say one thing. what happened that nite only affects myself, ca and evil. you are not involved so y are u trying to get yourself involved? to be evil's white knight?
SF: cos i ask evil he never reveal any details even though it happened.. and all along ca is jumping to conclustion before things happen.. well evil might be lying too but them all these take place before the 9pm meet up.. i would say evil is totally at fault if the msg take place after 9 when he is late.. in the end she juz assume he will be late... but is he late?
*fucker... were u wif him... u not he late a not?? 840pm sms me he still packing.. got brains also noe he will late de la.. i alr ask will they be late.. both tell me will late.. den i not so keen to meet liao.. den ppm say might as well cancel if i not willing to wait..so wat is wrong abt it? and evil thing not only this.. got other things.. u noe a not? dun noe dun anyhow say!*
PPM: no dont need to type so long sms to me. I just wan to know whether it involves you or not.
SF: he is only wrong to say f u up.. which i be upset too.. anyway wif regards to mi and ca... n in this instant she tried to drag u into the pic also..n post something on forum too when i sms.. both happen the same way..
*fucker.. y u go round n round.. i post cos i damn fucking dulan u post on forum and still bloody smsing me NON STOP... u juz wan ur fucking treat okie..*
PPM: she dragged me in because to put it simply. she didnt wan to go dinner alone w you and wanted me along. And because i couldnt be sure whether monday i can make it or not hence this problem.
PPM: he spam my phone then i juz reply him this - i got no time to go on and on and on abt this w u the whole day. CA and i are not free to meet you all tml. you guys go ahead. as for the meal she owes u, she'll pass u money if u still want it. Otherwise we'll leave it at tat.
u are a childish fucker and a selfish prick okie.. no brains still anyhow say ppl.. dun dare u got bonus big shot okie.. u so seiki.. treat us all to CHEAP jap buffet la.. talk so much and so big.. _!_
He sms ppm on the 20th Jan
SF: Aiya alrdy say is i treat u all liao... i no gek gao one la.. all along is make fun of K nia cos he always simi also wan follow CA ma... to be fair all disturb abit...u see u ca and evil tai ji i never gg stir shit make any noise also..
SF: Anyway when i say chop dip dip she really tink i wan tok a big meal i got nothing to say also.. lol.. anyway everybody in buffet know i take leave gg jiak huan.. we all also talk nice nice huan..
*note.. u no life take leave all eat buffet is ur biz okie..*
PPM: It's not about that lah. She's ok treating you to the meal but mayb cos she juzt feel that you're pestering her abit loh. If she say cannot confirm and you need to submit leave alrdy. then just dont take leave loh. Next time can always plan first then will be better mah.
And she mentioned that u keep mentioning abt dsl and pancake things.. which she finds totally no linked to the treat at all.
SF: ya of cos i juz need a yes or no answer tat all... then she juz drag n drag using u.. it has nothing to do wif u in the 1st plc.. if i say something out of line... is ok to tell me off... just like your gastric the other time...
*note: i got ask u more den twice wan to postpone till after cny a not.. u is the greedy bastard die die wan b4 cny so i force 24th out ok*
PPM: anyway she alrdy say not sure cannot confirm then you just take it as a no loh.
SF: just now she say yes cos she say u told her u shld be able to make it.. and she never state any condition also tat y keep asking.. like u gg den she gg like tat.. she juz keep saying u no confirm tat all
*cos u bloody idiot ma.. u tink i wan to go dinner ALONE wif u meh! and i am closer to ppm ma.. siao.. v obvious i am waiting for her reply ma.. dun tell me u brainless??!!*
PPM: she want ms to go nothing wrong mah.. since she's paying.
SF: ya.. but at least if she say u gg then she will gg at least i will have an idea ma..the prob is she never say will she be gg if u no gg but pixxie gg.. then i cant be taking a gamble to take my leave den..
*WTF.. i alr say wan ppm to go liao rite.. u which eye nv see sms properly! and i told u to postpone to after cny since u need to take leave to eat de*
PPM: anyway no point going on and on about this. Since CA say monday.. then confirm monday alrdy loh. no need to point whose fault or wat la.. juz nv plan properly only.
den the smses stop..
ltr in the day.. u started ur nonsense again!
SF: if anythign not happy sms me n sort it out. no need talk behind and find white knights to flame me like BE. u wan create a big saga in forum is it..
CA: Huh.. wat thing.. i nv tell any1 anything. i not tat childish okie.
SF: wat stories been gg round your knights probably u noe better.. so mon i presume id confirm then.. if you cant make it other time is okie..
*is really wtf lo.. u accuse me thing and still wan to confirm treat.. u really fucker lo!*
CA: i nv tell them anything.. pls hor.
SF: anyway watever issues we juz close it once and for all.. any matters can tell mi directly.
CA: u wan u forward me who. Cos this issue only me and ppm. So stop accusing me abt it.
SF: anyway y drag ppm in also.. how does it relates to her?
*i din reply cos i v dulan liao.. u dun wan to say who flame u.. how i noe? i nv tell anyone abt this lo.. nonsense.. ppl see u no up and say u my biz is it!*
on 23 Jan
SF: are u free on mon? can i meet u to talk abt everything? abt evil de incident and the current one.. anyway wif regard to evil case i just wanna say give him benefit of doubt tat all
*at tis pt i tink u piss off ppm cos she sms me tat u are fucking pissing her off*
SF: yeah but wat happen to mi n evil.. the problem still same.. i noe u n ca r close frds.. but then there are conflicts if she continue to do things n jump to conclusions before things happen.. in the 1st case look at the time in the mail u sent.. u all suppose to meet at 9pm but it not even 9pm yet when all these happen n who started it
*fucker.. u dunoe wat happen dun anyhow say...it was after my yoga class when ppm sms say wan to mt evil a not.. cos he going for long trip abroad... ppm feels tat since evil treated her quite well so like wan to hv a mini gathering for him la..i say ok but i got say dun wan too late.. cos i v tired.. she sms me say evil say 9pm can..
time line:
830pm i sms both teasing tat whoever is late will have to treat me..
835pm ppm say she cant so fast cos she still in bus on way to bishan and she needs to guide her frd home as it is a unknown route for her frd
840pm evil sms say he confirm late cos he still packing..*note: he lives in the east side.. even in cab to town needs at least 20mins*
after numerous smses wif ppm.. we decided to call it off...
845pm evil sms he on cab liao..*v fishy lo.. crap lo..5mins ago tell me packing..5mins ltr tell me on cab*
855pm evil tell me he at PS liao..but i alr near serangoon liao.. so i felt bad and ask him wanna mt kovan a not.. he say no.. he go home...
and tell me wat sob sorry say nvm treat it as a wasted trip..
so i abit upset and post in forum sorry to both evil and ppm*
u noe wat ppm told me.. she say evil told her tat he wanted to come down kovan find me but i say no.. WTF..
i dunoe wat sob story did evil tell u okie.. get u facts rite b4 arrow at me.. i am small gas but i am reasonable de ok!*
SF: the mail u sent abt the sms btwn cat and evil... anyway the only thing he say wrong is f u up which upset u.. but then in the 1st plc the conversation was btwn him and her but y gg to leak to u.. meet up at 9 but it was not even 9 when the convo take place.. y is there a need for ca to post in forum when it happen in private
*cos u fucking bastard.. i was emo okie.. but i nv post story in thread.. fucker.. really cb fucking*
PPM: CA didnt post anything abt evil on the forum regarding tat incident..come on, tat incident did not even involve you. It was btwn me ca and evil. you wanted to noe so tat y i pm u.. after it passed for so long, you want to mention it again? do you noe wat exactly wat happened? you juz take your incident of wat happen and consolidated accounts but does tat mean its the truth.. no.. evil is best at twisting his words. There's no need to discuss. We find no need to waste our time on petty matters like these.
*CB... u got sms me tat nite hor.. i jitao ignore all smses from forum ppl tat nite okie.. fucker.. if i wan to backstab evil.. i would have told u everything*
SF: CA did post in forum.. if she never post at tat hr i wont ask u and evil wat happen tat day also.. n it becos no other ppl know wat happen hence nobody flame things.. in fact she d one who post tat y i noe something happen
PPM: she just say she's sorry for wat happened, is there anything wrong in saying that? i juz wanna say one thing. what happened that nite only affects myself, ca and evil. you are not involved so y are u trying to get yourself involved? to be evil's white knight?
SF: cos i ask evil he never reveal any details even though it happened.. and all along ca is jumping to conclustion before things happen.. well evil might be lying too but them all these take place before the 9pm meet up.. i would say evil is totally at fault if the msg take place after 9 when he is late.. in the end she juz assume he will be late... but is he late?
*fucker... were u wif him... u not he late a not?? 840pm sms me he still packing.. got brains also noe he will late de la.. i alr ask will they be late.. both tell me will late.. den i not so keen to meet liao.. den ppm say might as well cancel if i not willing to wait..so wat is wrong abt it? and evil thing not only this.. got other things.. u noe a not? dun noe dun anyhow say!*
PPM: no dont need to type so long sms to me. I just wan to know whether it involves you or not.
SF: he is only wrong to say f u up.. which i be upset too.. anyway wif regards to mi and ca... n in this instant she tried to drag u into the pic also..n post something on forum too when i sms.. both happen the same way..
*fucker.. y u go round n round.. i post cos i damn fucking dulan u post on forum and still bloody smsing me NON STOP... u juz wan ur fucking treat okie..*
PPM: she dragged me in because to put it simply. she didnt wan to go dinner alone w you and wanted me along. And because i couldnt be sure whether monday i can make it or not hence this problem.
PPM: he spam my phone then i juz reply him this - i got no time to go on and on and on abt this w u the whole day. CA and i are not free to meet you all tml. you guys go ahead. as for the meal she owes u, she'll pass u money if u still want it. Otherwise we'll leave it at tat.
u are a childish fucker and a selfish prick okie.. no brains still anyhow say ppl.. dun dare u got bonus big shot okie.. u so seiki.. treat us all to CHEAP jap buffet la.. talk so much and so big.. _!_
Saturday, January 29, 2011
crap crap crap....
beginning to talk watever u said r crap... i tink my status in fb was very obvious enuff... do u still need to ask me y this y tat...
i had enuff.. i am tired...
i dunoe y r we still on this road...
i dun tink we belong together at all..
i dun feel close to u...
whenever i say my frds so lovely dovely wif bfs/hubby... i feel a pinch in my heart.. cos i dun feel tat way wif u...
i am tired..
wat shld i do...
the only way to make u notice me is to leave u..
i left u once..
the 2nd time will be for real..
i am no longer young.. i dun have much time to waste on u...
likewise.. u keep saying u dun have so much time to waste on me..
the prob is did u even notice me?
i had enuff.. i am tired...
i dunoe y r we still on this road...
i dun tink we belong together at all..
i dun feel close to u...
whenever i say my frds so lovely dovely wif bfs/hubby... i feel a pinch in my heart.. cos i dun feel tat way wif u...
i am tired..
wat shld i do...
the only way to make u notice me is to leave u..
i left u once..
the 2nd time will be for real..
i am no longer young.. i dun have much time to waste on u...
likewise.. u keep saying u dun have so much time to waste on me..
the prob is did u even notice me?
Friday, January 28, 2011
haiz
wat happens when ur heart feels like its panicking...
wat happens when u feel like giving up everything and hide in one corner for a long looooonggggggg time...
wat happens when u find ways to feel tat void in ur heart...
wat happens when almost every nite i cant slp well...
wat happens when i dread wkends more den wkdays...
wat happens when u feel v insignicant...
wat happens when u feel v tired of all these....
wat happens when u feel like giving up everything and hide in one corner for a long looooonggggggg time...
wat happens when u find ways to feel tat void in ur heart...
wat happens when almost every nite i cant slp well...
wat happens when i dread wkends more den wkdays...
wat happens when u feel v insignicant...
wat happens when u feel v tired of all these....
Friday, January 21, 2011
Annoying guy
i really have nv mt a more annoying guy den u
i shld hv nv ask for the table which u SAY u wan to RELEASE out as u r not heading down to DF...
is really wtf lo..
u said u wan to release so i PM u tat i wld like tat table.. u say okie and say u can help to bring us in FOC... and still tell me go in early to get happy hrs drinks.. so i confirm wif my grp and told u asap how many pax..
yes ltr i did ask you to help to bring in more ppl.. but i did mentioned tat if cant is okie.. cos tat batch is really many ppl. I am juz asking on behalf of my frds u noe?!
u said u will try.. den i let u try lo.. wat else u wan me to say...
den sometime ltr u sms say no happy hr pricing.. we r ok.. cos i kind of expected tat cos is nye ma... den u keep bugging me how many btls we opening... =.=
seriously.. is weird.. oh well.. nvm.. i told u min 2 btls will be opened lo.. den i sms u abt pricing all tat cos need to ans to the rest ma...den u keep telling me muz go in early.. den ltr u ask me will we leave after the countdown.. pls.. who in the rite mind will leave rite after 12???
i told u no.. shld be continue to party there... den u told me oh.. den nvm.. den u will join ur frds' table as u r coming back after watching fireworks. ok fine..
actual day we headed down at 8plus as per ur request.. den u tell me for 7 of us to come in is need to open 3 btls.. den u KINDHEARTLY say u will open one btl.. pls.. no matter wat u will need to open a btl also de ma.. =.=
we go in.. den.. it was weird cos u r quiet and hang aro the table too.. i offer u drinks blabla.. chat chit wif u.. cos u dunoe my frds ma.. den my 2nd batch of frds come in.. best lo.. 10+ ppl 2 btls only..wtf lo.. nvm... so u ask waiter and managed to find table behind stage for them...
den u say wah.. i help u bring in so many ppl.. u muz treat me dinner okie.. den i say okie la.. since u did me a favour..
DO FUCKING TAKE NOTE.. I NV TOUCH UR BTL AT ALL.. I TOLD MY FRD NOT TO TOUCH TOO OKIE..
u seems to be like a loner and juz drift aro a few tables.. trying to chit chat wif the ppl.. but we can see is either u r not close to them or they are bluntly ignoring u...
nvm.. i still did my part and chit chat abit here and there wif u... when we all go up the dance floor.. my gf who went to look for me at the table say u juz sat there lonely drinking...
oh well...
fine
den i told u mayb a week after nye tat the treat shld be b4 cny.. but i need to check when i free.. cos jan loads of bdays gals.. den u keep smsing me ... keep asking me in the thread when is the treat.. blabla.. can eat buffet a not.. WTF... u tink u who.. i put u down gently say.. i not keen on buffets.. WHICH IS THE TRUE.. i cant eat much at one seating.. and i intended to bring ppm along also... so end i i may b spending alot juz for ONE TABLE AT DF... fucker le u.. i treat i chose location ma.. u tink wat.. i bring u go eat hawker is it.. i also not so cheapskate okie!
y muz post in forum for the whole wide world to see leh.. wan ppl to admire got gal treat u is it??
i was initally ok.. till u sms ppm all these
1st sms
- She really take everything to heart ar... anyway i tot mon is wan treat u all de since getting bonus soon.. of the grp only know u 3 n evil n dsl well only. cant be treat everyone also... i also got say pixxie but she cool abt it...
2nd sms *this is the one tat make me boiled!*
- tat time she tell mi 7ppl @ df den end up wif 20over ppl so juz disturb her baout dinner lor... i help to open 1 btl of martell tat nite to cover also... anyway i talk abt the dinner online ish make all the buaya gian only.. else i could have done it quietly behind like beta..
3rd sms
- anyway u noe mi longer than the rest--watever i can help i help.. i not a calculative persion i guess u should noe..
FUCK la.. not calculative.. from the moment i sms u abt the add on ppl.. u ALR ASK ME FOR TREAT..at DF still muz remind me somemore.. _l_ u la...the more i tink the more dulan i bcome...
so is true la.. u juz wan to be yaya got gals treat u so post in forum to make them gian la.. _l_.. pls lo.. last time i bring ppl in to club also nv make a fuss and ask for treat lo.. U NOT CALCULATIVE MEH... wat more i is almost every fri bring ppl in for many mths okie! dulan...if the club nv close..i can gurantee i still bringing ppl in okie...
den nvm.. today in forum u need to talk abt it again!
SF - so ish mon confirm?
CA - haiya.. chiu wan to ask how many times! anything la.. if all can den juz go lo..
SF - cos i need put in my leave ma。。。if not then forget abt it then。。。today is already fri。。sat n sun boss not ard。。if i dun have to work is fine。or if my working hrs is fixed。。
CA - haiya.. i got say if v diff to set timing can set after cny de ma.. now u make me feel bad cos u have to take leave juz for me to treat u..and i am not lying abt me being biz.. my gfs bdays at in the 1st 4 mths ma... so is really tied up.. even our supposed mt up today i also cant liao...
SF - dinner lor。。then i need put in leave if ish confirm then can go。。today is fri liao。。if i dun submit leave then cant expect mi to call in mon morning n ask for leave。。u working staff u should noe all these leave issues。。
if cannot just make it a no then。。anyway i been working for 17 over days at least got an excuse for a break。。the problem is my boss is fussy。。i prefer ppl to be decisive rather than dangling
things。。
CA - i nv indecisive hor.. i juz wanted ppm mm aro as i some time nv see her la.. i is ok for mon as the day is i tell u de ma...is her cant confirm ya..den like tat juz go ahead take leave lo.. as u urself need a break from work too
SF - if it a definate yes then i gg ahead n take since pixxie ish gg also。。if not then i shall not waste my leave。。last but not least no point taking my words too seriously here in this thread。。just ask pixxie n
ppm。。
CA - yes i noe.. but u keep smsing me also okie.. i noe u need to confirm tat y i suggest y not after cny.. cos ppm mm cant confirm...but anyway she say shld be ok... i tink she say tat to me la...
i noe forum is all talk cock de.. but i dun wan to be viewed as someone reluctant to gv treat for a favour done for her.
SF - anyway i dun meant to press hard as i got timeline to met to。。hope chiu understand from my position since chiu also work。。well ppl will always see things differently becos some noe more some noe less。。。just like pancakes n gtrs。。。
CA - pancakes is juz for fun.. is v obvious i like to disturb dsl abt pancakes ma.. i thot u all noe..and is also gd to pcw abt.. a treat got dateline? i nv say after cny no treat ma..
SF - i suppose there was a miscommunication somewhere along the line。。
WTF.. u is really WOT lo.. u noe u r v contridicting..
den nvm.. u muz spam my hp wif ur smses lo!!
1st sms
- Anyway i see k82 always wan go out wif u so i post abt the treat.. the same also for pixxie n BL... so i talk abt pixxie sister also.. n i never expect that u feel so negative abt it.. i hope my explanation clear all the misunderstanding
2nd sms
- actually my intention is more to give u all a treat since i getting my bonue.. i ask evil along also if he ard..just like the pancakes issue we all always gg ard abt eating the pancakes .. i hope u dun really see it tat i really wan chop u for helping u.. anyway tat time ish juz a small issue only..
*a note.. u ask me treat u cheap jap buffet.. pls.. where got cheap one.. smelly smelly also need 30 bucks... NOT CHOP MEH*
3rd sms
- well u say 24 is the open date.. its ok if cannot.. at least is a definate yes or no ans..of cos if take leav gg for dinner then can rest and relax also after work for weeks.. else there no point to take leave just to rest if there nothing on..
4th sms
- like the buffet thread.. they r pressing me to confirm my attendance now cos they need to make reservation thou it is in march.. i need a confirmation cos i need put in leave application
5th sms
-ya of cos.. ish to make fun of k82 only ma.. make your white knight envy.. lolz.. else i wont post it also in the 1st plc as u say is btwn us... if i wan buaya any of u gals i would have do it quietly like beta or any edmwers
6th sms
-anyway probablu i ask dsl along also tat day.. the rest i duno them tat well yest so tat y never include them in list for treat... anyway sorry if i create a misunderstanding..
WAT THE FUCK.. in 10-15mins.. u need to spam me 6 SMSES DE MEH..
nvm.. u sms ppm this
-anyway when i say chop dip dip she really tink i wan tok a big meal i got nothing to say also.. lolz... anyway everyone in buffet know i take leave gg jiak huan... we all also talk nice nice..
fucker.. i take leave to do my things or meet frds.. not go eat like u okie! _l_
u still dare sms me this!
tat time supper we all also talk to dsl abt the pancake den dsl take out 10 dollar.. den we juz ask him keep also... everyone noe dsl is xdd still studying u tink we all really wan to chop him meh..
FUCKER.. I IN FORUM ALR SAY I IS JKING WIF DSL ONLY.. COS CAN PCW ABT IT.. TAT ALL.. I NV EXPECT A TREAT FROM DSL.. IF NOT.. SO LONG LIAO.. I ALR PUT DATE WIF HIM TO EAT LIAO.. ME IS REALLY JKING ABT IT.. UNLIKE U.. FUCKER!
i shld hv nv ask for the table which u SAY u wan to RELEASE out as u r not heading down to DF...
is really wtf lo..
u said u wan to release so i PM u tat i wld like tat table.. u say okie and say u can help to bring us in FOC... and still tell me go in early to get happy hrs drinks.. so i confirm wif my grp and told u asap how many pax..
yes ltr i did ask you to help to bring in more ppl.. but i did mentioned tat if cant is okie.. cos tat batch is really many ppl. I am juz asking on behalf of my frds u noe?!
u said u will try.. den i let u try lo.. wat else u wan me to say...
den sometime ltr u sms say no happy hr pricing.. we r ok.. cos i kind of expected tat cos is nye ma... den u keep bugging me how many btls we opening... =.=
seriously.. is weird.. oh well.. nvm.. i told u min 2 btls will be opened lo.. den i sms u abt pricing all tat cos need to ans to the rest ma...den u keep telling me muz go in early.. den ltr u ask me will we leave after the countdown.. pls.. who in the rite mind will leave rite after 12???
i told u no.. shld be continue to party there... den u told me oh.. den nvm.. den u will join ur frds' table as u r coming back after watching fireworks. ok fine..
actual day we headed down at 8plus as per ur request.. den u tell me for 7 of us to come in is need to open 3 btls.. den u KINDHEARTLY say u will open one btl.. pls.. no matter wat u will need to open a btl also de ma.. =.=
we go in.. den.. it was weird cos u r quiet and hang aro the table too.. i offer u drinks blabla.. chat chit wif u.. cos u dunoe my frds ma.. den my 2nd batch of frds come in.. best lo.. 10+ ppl 2 btls only..wtf lo.. nvm... so u ask waiter and managed to find table behind stage for them...
den u say wah.. i help u bring in so many ppl.. u muz treat me dinner okie.. den i say okie la.. since u did me a favour..
DO FUCKING TAKE NOTE.. I NV TOUCH UR BTL AT ALL.. I TOLD MY FRD NOT TO TOUCH TOO OKIE..
u seems to be like a loner and juz drift aro a few tables.. trying to chit chat wif the ppl.. but we can see is either u r not close to them or they are bluntly ignoring u...
nvm.. i still did my part and chit chat abit here and there wif u... when we all go up the dance floor.. my gf who went to look for me at the table say u juz sat there lonely drinking...
oh well...
fine
den i told u mayb a week after nye tat the treat shld be b4 cny.. but i need to check when i free.. cos jan loads of bdays gals.. den u keep smsing me ... keep asking me in the thread when is the treat.. blabla.. can eat buffet a not.. WTF... u tink u who.. i put u down gently say.. i not keen on buffets.. WHICH IS THE TRUE.. i cant eat much at one seating.. and i intended to bring ppm along also... so end i i may b spending alot juz for ONE TABLE AT DF... fucker le u.. i treat i chose location ma.. u tink wat.. i bring u go eat hawker is it.. i also not so cheapskate okie!
y muz post in forum for the whole wide world to see leh.. wan ppl to admire got gal treat u is it??
i was initally ok.. till u sms ppm all these
1st sms
- She really take everything to heart ar... anyway i tot mon is wan treat u all de since getting bonus soon.. of the grp only know u 3 n evil n dsl well only. cant be treat everyone also... i also got say pixxie but she cool abt it...
2nd sms *this is the one tat make me boiled!*
- tat time she tell mi 7ppl @ df den end up wif 20over ppl so juz disturb her baout dinner lor... i help to open 1 btl of martell tat nite to cover also... anyway i talk abt the dinner online ish make all the buaya gian only.. else i could have done it quietly behind like beta..
3rd sms
- anyway u noe mi longer than the rest--watever i can help i help.. i not a calculative persion i guess u should noe..
FUCK la.. not calculative.. from the moment i sms u abt the add on ppl.. u ALR ASK ME FOR TREAT..at DF still muz remind me somemore.. _l_ u la...the more i tink the more dulan i bcome...
so is true la.. u juz wan to be yaya got gals treat u so post in forum to make them gian la.. _l_.. pls lo.. last time i bring ppl in to club also nv make a fuss and ask for treat lo.. U NOT CALCULATIVE MEH... wat more i is almost every fri bring ppl in for many mths okie! dulan...if the club nv close..i can gurantee i still bringing ppl in okie...
den nvm.. today in forum u need to talk abt it again!
SF - so ish mon confirm?
CA - haiya.. chiu wan to ask how many times! anything la.. if all can den juz go lo..
SF - cos i need put in my leave ma。。。if not then forget abt it then。。。today is already fri。。sat n sun boss not ard。。if i dun have to work is fine。or if my working hrs is fixed。。
CA - haiya.. i got say if v diff to set timing can set after cny de ma.. now u make me feel bad cos u have to take leave juz for me to treat u..and i am not lying abt me being biz.. my gfs bdays at in the 1st 4 mths ma... so is really tied up.. even our supposed mt up today i also cant liao...
SF - dinner lor。。then i need put in leave if ish confirm then can go。。today is fri liao。。if i dun submit leave then cant expect mi to call in mon morning n ask for leave。。u working staff u should noe all these leave issues。。
if cannot just make it a no then。。anyway i been working for 17 over days at least got an excuse for a break。。the problem is my boss is fussy。。i prefer ppl to be decisive rather than dangling
things。。
CA - i nv indecisive hor.. i juz wanted ppm mm aro as i some time nv see her la.. i is ok for mon as the day is i tell u de ma...is her cant confirm ya..den like tat juz go ahead take leave lo.. as u urself need a break from work too
SF - if it a definate yes then i gg ahead n take since pixxie ish gg also。。if not then i shall not waste my leave。。last but not least no point taking my words too seriously here in this thread。。just ask pixxie n
ppm。。
CA - yes i noe.. but u keep smsing me also okie.. i noe u need to confirm tat y i suggest y not after cny.. cos ppm mm cant confirm...but anyway she say shld be ok... i tink she say tat to me la...
i noe forum is all talk cock de.. but i dun wan to be viewed as someone reluctant to gv treat for a favour done for her.
SF - anyway i dun meant to press hard as i got timeline to met to。。hope chiu understand from my position since chiu also work。。well ppl will always see things differently becos some noe more some noe less。。。just like pancakes n gtrs。。。
CA - pancakes is juz for fun.. is v obvious i like to disturb dsl abt pancakes ma.. i thot u all noe..and is also gd to pcw abt.. a treat got dateline? i nv say after cny no treat ma..
SF - i suppose there was a miscommunication somewhere along the line。。
WTF.. u is really WOT lo.. u noe u r v contridicting..
den nvm.. u muz spam my hp wif ur smses lo!!
1st sms
- Anyway i see k82 always wan go out wif u so i post abt the treat.. the same also for pixxie n BL... so i talk abt pixxie sister also.. n i never expect that u feel so negative abt it.. i hope my explanation clear all the misunderstanding
2nd sms
- actually my intention is more to give u all a treat since i getting my bonue.. i ask evil along also if he ard..just like the pancakes issue we all always gg ard abt eating the pancakes .. i hope u dun really see it tat i really wan chop u for helping u.. anyway tat time ish juz a small issue only..
*a note.. u ask me treat u cheap jap buffet.. pls.. where got cheap one.. smelly smelly also need 30 bucks... NOT CHOP MEH*
3rd sms
- well u say 24 is the open date.. its ok if cannot.. at least is a definate yes or no ans..of cos if take leav gg for dinner then can rest and relax also after work for weeks.. else there no point to take leave just to rest if there nothing on..
4th sms
- like the buffet thread.. they r pressing me to confirm my attendance now cos they need to make reservation thou it is in march.. i need a confirmation cos i need put in leave application
5th sms
-ya of cos.. ish to make fun of k82 only ma.. make your white knight envy.. lolz.. else i wont post it also in the 1st plc as u say is btwn us... if i wan buaya any of u gals i would have do it quietly like beta or any edmwers
6th sms
-anyway probablu i ask dsl along also tat day.. the rest i duno them tat well yest so tat y never include them in list for treat... anyway sorry if i create a misunderstanding..
WAT THE FUCK.. in 10-15mins.. u need to spam me 6 SMSES DE MEH..
nvm.. u sms ppm this
-anyway when i say chop dip dip she really tink i wan tok a big meal i got nothing to say also.. lolz... anyway everyone in buffet know i take leave gg jiak huan... we all also talk nice nice..
fucker.. i take leave to do my things or meet frds.. not go eat like u okie! _l_
u still dare sms me this!
tat time supper we all also talk to dsl abt the pancake den dsl take out 10 dollar.. den we juz ask him keep also... everyone noe dsl is xdd still studying u tink we all really wan to chop him meh..
FUCKER.. I IN FORUM ALR SAY I IS JKING WIF DSL ONLY.. COS CAN PCW ABT IT.. TAT ALL.. I NV EXPECT A TREAT FROM DSL.. IF NOT.. SO LONG LIAO.. I ALR PUT DATE WIF HIM TO EAT LIAO.. ME IS REALLY JKING ABT IT.. UNLIKE U.. FUCKER!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
:(
oh god.. is it getting harder n harder to be happy nowadays...
i dun tink u love me.. u r in love wif an illusion of love.. how skinny u wan me to be.. i am at the wgt tat u mt me alr...
i hate u.. i hate u for controlling my life.. i hate for making me hate myself... i hate u for making me so low morale.. i hate you for coming back into my life... i hate you for making me parnoid..
f u c k you...
i dun tink u love me.. u r in love wif an illusion of love.. how skinny u wan me to be.. i am at the wgt tat u mt me alr...
i hate u.. i hate u for controlling my life.. i hate for making me hate myself... i hate u for making me so low morale.. i hate you for coming back into my life... i hate you for making me parnoid..
f u c k you...
Monday, December 20, 2010
a weary heart
:(
i am v tired...
shld i gv up a nearly 9 yrs relationship
i am tired..:(
i dunoe btwn us is love or juz a habit..
i cant tolerate all the insults
i cant tolerate the public naggings
i cant tolerate u threatening me..
i dunoe wat to do...:(
i am tired
SHLD WE END THIS?
i am not the one u r looking for
y dun we juz end this?
i am v tired...
shld i gv up a nearly 9 yrs relationship
i am tired..:(
i dunoe btwn us is love or juz a habit..
i cant tolerate all the insults
i cant tolerate the public naggings
i cant tolerate u threatening me..
i dunoe wat to do...:(
i am tired
SHLD WE END THIS?
i am not the one u r looking for
y dun we juz end this?
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Monday, November 29, 2010
:(
y do i feel so weird?
i dun tink the conversation started abt ur car.
i felt is he asking u "tat time u bring is tis gal meh..." den u suddenly turn towards him and talk into his ear... den turned and say no more no more.. den talk VERY NORMALLY abt cars..
now i noe y u always say dun wan to bring me go out wif ur frds... u afraid of them say out is it?
i dunoe y i cant trust u... u hv been giving me the hot and cold treatment....
my mum again ask me when we are getting married... i got frustrated and din ans..
i am confused... u r afraid of marrying the wrong gal i am afraid of marrying the wrong guy...
i dun wan to appear as the fool in front of ur frds... i dun wan them to gv me pity looks if u brought another gal in front of them b4.
i dunoe y... the feeling is juz so strange... my heart badly...
wat shld i do?
i dun tink the conversation started abt ur car.
i felt is he asking u "tat time u bring is tis gal meh..." den u suddenly turn towards him and talk into his ear... den turned and say no more no more.. den talk VERY NORMALLY abt cars..
now i noe y u always say dun wan to bring me go out wif ur frds... u afraid of them say out is it?
i dunoe y i cant trust u... u hv been giving me the hot and cold treatment....
my mum again ask me when we are getting married... i got frustrated and din ans..
i am confused... u r afraid of marrying the wrong gal i am afraid of marrying the wrong guy...
i dun wan to appear as the fool in front of ur frds... i dun wan them to gv me pity looks if u brought another gal in front of them b4.
i dunoe y... the feeling is juz so strange... my heart badly...
wat shld i do?
Thursday, November 18, 2010
count down
i dun tink there is a need for us to be together any longer... u insulted me far too many times in public... i am truely sick and tired.. i have my own pride.. bcos of u.. i have to put it down so many times.. i am tired... pls let go of me.. i am no longer happy.... i cant tink of any happy times now.. i am truely tired.. tis is not wat i wan in a husband... everytime i see my gfs getting married... the happiness they feel... i dun feel it at all.. infact... i am so parnoid and cant tink ANYTHING abt our future.. i seriously dun tink we will hv a future together... i am tired.. pls let me go.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Tina - Tur Pen Krai (Eng Subs)
i am v confused now... i am really tired and dunoe how to continue... wat shld i do? i realized in his eyes i am nothing.. seriously nothing... i dun even noe y he continue being wif me... he always say till i am so worthless... den y he stick to me... i am really v tired... wat shld i do... wat shld i do....
Saturday, October 16, 2010
:(
go ahead... juz bash my heart in... this is not the 1st time u are doing this anyway... i really dunoe wat am i to u... i beginning to feel more and more like nothing... does it matter if she dun play Words wif u?
she juz walk over to tell me she playing Words wif u... and ask did u tell me... i juz say no.. he nv tell me anything... is her who was worried abt me and keep telling me is nothing and hope tat i will not have any misunderstanding.. i told her will not...
wat wrong did i do if she value our frdship more den a someone to play Words wif... at least i noe she values me.. but do u?
u said tat we will work hard to make this relationship work but i dun tink u are even trying... u keep making hurtful remarks and always tink u are rite... u nv once spare a thot for me.. still say wat i nv tink for u.. and u keep tinking for me... u sure... are u seriously sure? u noe how badly my heart feels rite now? do u? DO U EVEN NOE.
she juz walk over to tell me she playing Words wif u... and ask did u tell me... i juz say no.. he nv tell me anything... is her who was worried abt me and keep telling me is nothing and hope tat i will not have any misunderstanding.. i told her will not...
wat wrong did i do if she value our frdship more den a someone to play Words wif... at least i noe she values me.. but do u?
u said tat we will work hard to make this relationship work but i dun tink u are even trying... u keep making hurtful remarks and always tink u are rite... u nv once spare a thot for me.. still say wat i nv tink for u.. and u keep tinking for me... u sure... are u seriously sure? u noe how badly my heart feels rite now? do u? DO U EVEN NOE.
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