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Thursday, November 19, 2009

is there something wrong wif me??

i am beginning to worry abt myself.. I am getting too emotional for my own good... i dun not noe wat is happening? is it insecurity?? i really dunoe... i feel like crying for no good reason... wat is happening to me....

i was nv this fragile b4... until tat incident... from then on... it bcome like tis.. i was reduced to being a crybaby... i wan to curl up in someone's arms and sob my heart out... can some1 tell me wat is happening to me... i really dun wan to be like this...

at tis pt... i really dun noe who to turn to... i dun wan to be analyzed and being told wat to do and wat not to do... i juz wan to curl up and cry now... i really dunoe y my heart hurts so bad...

mayb i juz wan more of his concern.. more of his attn... i dunoe... at times i juz wan to leave... far far away from him... or even never to noe of his existance... y am i feeling like tat....

am i losing it?? my sanity?? i dunoe... tis is scary.. very scary... i lost all motivation to do anything... i hate this feeling... i am really feeling so down now...

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