sometimes having frds wif v diff mindset affects ur tinking too...
i have a gf who tinks having partners outside is not an issue.. even though she told me she will feel guilty... but if u will feel guilty.. how come u still wan to commit these mistakes?
she can tell me initally she love her husband to be and her bf equally... i asked her b4.. how to love equally... how can u bear to hurt ur husband to be... she juz told me i will not understand..
how to understand tat screwed logic? if u care and love ur partner.. how to bear to betray him/her? i will nv understand tat logic...
bf keep saying L and M can forgive their husband and their love is so great to overcome those obstacles... and he says my love is selfish cos i can nv be like tat.. but in the 1st plc.. if my partner chose to betray me.. wat's the pt of holding on... if u chosen to betray me.. doesnt it proves tat u dun love me as much as u claim?
this thot keep revolving in my mind. i do not noe if i have fully accepted ur explaination.. i do not noe if wat u said is the truth... cos somehow i felt tat if u feel tat u can get away wif it this time.. u will feel tat another issue can be hidden from me.. i guess this is my deepest fear... :(...
haiz... :(
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