:(

i am beginning to worry for myself...

i snapped at ppl for small issues...

my eyes watered up too easily..

i distance myself fr everyone..

wat am i doing?

this is really a downward spiral..

a long steep ride...

no one at the end to catch me...

God... if this is the answer u r trying to tell me... y does it have to come after nearly a decade...

wat did i do wrong to hv this take such a drastic turn?

it's v scary i nd to drink every nite..

it's v scary tt i only can slp after 3am...

it's v scary tt i feel so alone now...