today is one the most miserable day in my life.... mayb is cos i am cope up in my hse in my room most of the time... i dunoe... i am uber miserbale and depressed... many pple tell me... do temp la... do this do tat... HELLOOOO if the position was reversed.. will u do temp... when they want to bind u for at least more den 3 mths... how to tell ur future employer tat... sorry leh... i can only join after 3 mths... blablabla... den come the idiotic talk.... take lower pay la... HELLOOO... i already edited my expected pay... i place it lower liao... wat u wan me to do... i send resumes for 1k plus job??? i received calls tat say... hmm... i like ur resume but u seem over qualified for this job... blablabla... i hear also xianz.... u all not in my shoes... dun comment too much.. pls... use ur pea sized brain and think wat u will do if u are jobless at this timin... dun bloody hell shoot u mouth off and say y i din do this din do tat... it is BLOODY HELL IRRITATING!!!! i din ask for this.. i din wish for this to happen...
i am bcoming terribly insecure... shit... i hate this... yes i have my frds... but... i really dun noe how to express this feeling out... i really dun... it is hard for them to understand as they are not in my shoes... not at home facing the 4 walls everyday wif a parnoid mum naggin at minor stuff.... i sick of acting so strong in front of others... taking their critisms like i dun care wat they tink... i do care wat they tink abt me... *sadness*
*takes tissue and wipes her face... :(*
i wan to cuddle up in some1's arms.... i wan to be away from all these...
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