broken... weary...impossible

we will nv rch the next step... even though we r juz one step away...



ur words dun tally wif ur actions..



i am not the one u wanted...



y do u keep on holding on to me...



can u pls explain...



i am not the smart/slim/pretty/imdependent gal u wanted... i am none of tat...



my heart is emptying itself day by day...



i dun tink u r someone i can live wif day in day out...



is it cos i dun love u enuff or i am selfish??



am i too scared to face ur temptrums?



who doesnt wan to be happy?



i been crying since i got home...



i tink my mask is so well in place u dun even noe wat is doing on...



today was the last straw...



i am tired... really tired...



i dun even noe wat love is...



wat does love consists of?



i am juz not the one u r looking for...



i really do not noe wat love is anymore...



i once thot mayb juz mayb.. i endure ur sarcustic remarks... i do my best to slim down.. i control my temper.. juz mayb juz mayb... u will love me more... but i cant.. i juz cant...



i cant imagine myself day in day out facing ur sarcustic remarks..



u fat pig.. y u so stupid.. y u no brain...



i cant face u being so nice to her..



so gummy wif her..



i juz cant...



i cant....



but i hv no courage to leave tis world.. no courage to leave u...



it is indeed tiring...


Title: Impossible by Shontelle

I remember years ago
Someone told me i should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and i was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, i forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You were gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all i know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them i was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what i hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Fally for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, i know

Thinking all you need is here
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, i know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrasing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all i know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them i was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what i hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did....