useless

mayb i am really so useless...

cant slim down... cant save $$... cant do anything at all

mayb i shld juz go far far away

dun appear in front of anyone anymore...

i am hating wkends...

i am hating myself...

i am nothing...

nothing at all...

juz nothing...

i am so tired...

u noe... i read in magazines...

the feeling of loneliness.. emptiness.... eating weirdly... cant slp... parnoid.... are syptoms of stress and depression...

mayb going off the deep end will be good...

mayb i can juz die so will not cos anyone any misery....

i guess only my family and some of my closer frds will grieve... but not u...

u noe.. sometimes i will tink if i die.. i wonder wat will u feel... will u feel bad... will u feel happy to get rid of me? will u regret all these...