Dear XXXXXX,
It has been like super long since u sms me or even call me... actually... i was kind of disappointed in u... to me the only time u will look for me is WHEN UR HUBBY IS NOT FREE OR NO ONE TO ACC YOU. I remembered there was one period we will constantly meet up... tink it was juz before your wedding... when u were either still working for ur dad or when u quit and look for another job. I remembered you were damn freaking free.. so i tink we met up at least once a week or more... those meet-ups were nice... me bringing you out to shop for clothes makeup or juz nua one corner and chit chat.
Den came your wedding... i did my super best to help wif watever that needs some help. You even complained to me tat u shld have juz ask me be the bridesmaid instead of jiemei only. Cos your cousins were in a rush too and forgotten to help u to bring some stuff... i knew u did appreciate me help (i chose to tink it tat way la... i not v sure abt how u feel)
Your hse-warming... u ask me to come early and help to buy some stuff up to ur hse... i also did ar... cos i tink u do deserve all my help... i din noe most of the pple there.. except basically your cousins... but still help to do some entertaining as some of them saw me at ur wedding.
Den i tink u started work... our meet-ups grew lesser... but still some efforts in our smses to each other... den it started... whenever i ask u out on a WEEKDAY... u also have the same excuses... too tired... den u will ask me out on a WEEKEND.... most of the time i really cannt make it... cos i am those in the majority who meet bf on wkends... wkdays I DO NOT MEET HIM AT ALL.... i told u many times abt this liao... i still dun understand y u only have wkends free... and pls i noe u meet ur frds on wkdays de... it came out from our conversations... i felt hurt cos it bcome.... u proritse them above me... and it drag on to many months of nv meet up....
Ya.. there was this one time i was so upset wif my mum tat i literially insisted to meet you... cos u are the one of the only few who knew y i will feel this week... you were going to ur mum's place so u ask me up too.... come to tink of it.... a few of my last meet-ups were at ur mum's place... i do appreciate the offer to eat some great home-cooked food... but it does seem to me for u to kill two birds wif one stone... acc ur mum and be a gd daughter and to 'pretend' to listen to me when i talk... tat was how i feel...
There were NO offers to meet up on wkdays at all... i am so disappointed... it has happened too many times in our 20 years of frdship... listen up is 20 years... we knew ea other since pri 1? it happened when u are in sec sch... jc... uni... i felt it was the only one making the effort to meet up... u ONLY come look for me when u need advice on clothes or makeup...
I am so tired of all this... i thot it shld be a give and take? it has been hmmm... 3 mths plus since our last meet up? there were a few smses here and there... say once a mth for the 3 mths... but most of them were for meet ups on WKENDS... mayb when u nx sms me the same thing.. i do not reply u... since by right u shld very well noe the answer....
Really... i dun even noe shld i even invite u to my wedding........
Signing Off
A very disappointed and super down-graded to a normal friend.
Linda
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