to the gals who had supported me online and in real life... many thanks...
some had conceptions tat i was super mistreated based on my rantings on my blog... i was mistreated yes.. but not superly over i guess...
how do u define super mistreated? everyone has their own opinions... my bf has v weird thinkings and behaviour that he has problem telling me how he feels and tinks... and when he do so... it comes out v harsh and not pleasing to the ears... i really dunoe y like tat...
it could be due to the fact tat his previous gfs are arhemm *coughs*ahlians*coughs* and din really need so much comprehending.. and the fact tat we had the longest relationship (for the both of us) and heading towards (hopefully) marriage... both of us kind of panic and freaked out...
he tried to put out ground rules tat din exist previously... but i tried to whack them out one by one... to me.. is juz a huge change from who he was previously and i couldnt accept how he tinks and the changes he tried to fix...
we really had many quarrels for the past 1 mth.. really many... till he thot i was under depression cos of the so called weird comments and actions i said and did...
haiz... i dun really noe this path i am taking is rite or not... to the point tat i was tinking do i love him a not... or everything is juz a habit... and marriage is the nx step... i guess i can only find out myself...
as i said... opinions of everyone varies... some may tink is worth the fight to seek happiness.. some may tink y am i suffering all these nonsense and is obvious i am not happy...
i guess i really dunoe and i do not noe how to explain to them... but pls gals... do not feel offended if i rebuke wat u said... i am by nature a v defensive gal.. so even if rite or wrong... i tend to be defensive...
again. many thanks.. hugs out...! :)
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