i have been very quiet for the past 2-3 weeks... not many pple knew exactly wat happened... i also got no idea how to tell my frds... i am not exactly sure am i too parnoid or he got very good at lying...
at this point i dun really wanna tink so much... he open mouth close mouth say he love me and will not leave me for other gals... he say one.. haiz.. i really dunoe...
i anyalze this situation wif my 2 dearest gfs... i came to realise tat all these is a vicious cycle... this happened some years ago too... :(
he tried to pacify me but i juz got too parnoid... haiz...
i really afraid... but haiz... :(
i read this phrase from another blog - we forgive unforgiven mistakes cos we are afraid of losing the one we love... i am not saying he did things tat are unforgivable... i juz wondered if he did a not.. cos i have no proof no nothing.. juz my gut feelings... but my gut feelings sometimes abit haywired de la.. haiz...
thanks to my gals in real life and online world! sry i chose not to say much and made many worry abt me... but i am touched by the tags and emails and sms sent to me...
i do hope to lead a very peaceful life wif the one i love and he who loves me wholeheartedly... wish me luck in getting one tat is all that! :)
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